Terrified!!!

I'm just gonna start by saying I had the most terrifying experience I have ever had happen to me today!!!!! This is not a joke. Jordan began to choke and gag this morning and she could not catch her breath. She was literally foaming at the mouth and her pupils were tiny tiny...she could barely open her eyes and she was ghost white!!! She was clammy and her head slumped over, chin to chest and she barely seem to be breathing. I thought she had had a seizure and was going to die on me. I was in total panic mode!! My heart was racing like I have never experienced before. My hands were visibly shaking uncontrollably and I sweat was soaking through my shirt. I almost called 911!!! I'm not going to lie...it ran through my head, Oh my God...she could die!!! A quick prayer went up and I called the docs office. Line busy...more panic....call Jess. She has actually experienced things like this with Logan several times and she is cool under pressure. The problem was I couldn't get her either....called doc again...busy. By this point I looked at Jordan and I can tell something was seriously wrong and she needs medical help. I called 2 friend (s) that live fairly close by to come pick me up..no answer. I kept thinking how can I put her in the car seat to go to hospital...can I just hold her and drive. I got a hold of Josh and he said take her to hospital he would meet me there. I call doctors office one more time. I got through and with a shaky voice I got out I need a nurse or doctor on the phone immediately. By this point Jordan was done choking and was almost just motionless. She was trying to open her eyes but seem to week to do so and her pupils were still tiny. The nurse did a quick run down of ?'s and determined she was okay...but I should bring her in to be checked out. Jordan is fine now and the doctor said that she probably had a mucus web in her throat and esophagus that created a bubble and she couldn't breath. Since she is still little and her esophagus is small it got clogged and her lungs were not strong enough to just cough it up. He said her body went into panic mode and was using as little oxygen as possible. That is why she she was so motionless. He also said something about aspirating. She has reflux and this could have been the culprit. He has upped her dose of Zantac and said this should be an isolated incident, but we should keep a close eye on her and no reason to worry. My oh my...what a day. I think I have PTS! (post traumatic syndrome) I'm sure I don't but this all happened at 9:30ish this a.m. and I am still shook up. It is amazing when something like this happens to you personally you have a new level of respect for those who have to deal with sort of thing. I talked to Jess today and it amazes me what a wonderful mother she is and how much she has truly been through with Logan. Logan has done things like this several times where he turned blue. On one occasion she actually had to call 911! How scary is that. And people wonder why she is so protective. You go through just one situation like this and you will never be the same again...let alone many many of them. Jess you are a wonderful mother and NEVER second guess what you know is right for Logan no matter what ANYONE says!! Also a side note. No matter how hard I try or no matter how much I want to be, I am not cool under pressure and I totally panic.